Am stat sambata pe malul marii, era tarziu ... Alina isi incheiase recitalul ... a fost, din nou, prea mult.
M-am asezat in lotus pe val de mal si priveam si simteam departe ... luna curioasa se itea usor din mare, la capatul cerului, si in timp ce ea vedea lumina virgina a noptii si admira jucausa stelele ... sufletul meu se ineca la mal.
Fericita, si totusi nu. Pasare ranita? Da.
Cum sa zbor spre tine cand am aripa rupta? Trebuia sa fiu deja intre aripile tale, dar nu pot ... pentru ca ma doare.
Si cand, dupa multa vreme, ma refac si imi doresc sa vad inaltul cerului si sa te iubesc acolo, intr-o secunda de neatentie ... o plasa se coboara asupra mea.
Inca vad lumina orbitoare prin ea si albastrul marii si bleu-ul de deasupra ei ... si albul cu negru al pescarusilor, si vad doar pentru ca plasa are niste noduri largi ... insa aripile mi se prind si mi se-ncurca in ea ... ca si dorintele de a te iubi. Tot ... Eu
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A fost un weekend minunat, plin de iubire, iubire de mare, iubire cu sare, iubire de tine, cu dor de vapoare, dor de noi, dor amar, dor de iubire, dor de tine, dor de orice te poate aduce langa mine ...
from me to you
that I am
constantly looking for,
so I try
to keep clear and still
as water does
with the moon..! ~ Rumi
but not without you.
You twist my heart, dwell in my mind
and fill my eyes, you are my joy
I can't be without you.
You are my sleep, my rest, the water I drink.
You are my clarity, my dignity, my world
I can't be without you.
Sometimes you are kind, sometimes
unfaithful...
you break my heart but
my love, my essence, do not go away
I can't be without you.
You are my head I am the feet
you are the hand, I am your banner
if you leave, I will perish
I can't be without you.
You have erased my image, taken my sleep
you've torn me away from everybody but
I can't be without you.
I find no joy in life or relief in death.
Why don't you say it too...
I can't be without you. ~ Rumi
The swan with a broken wing ...
waiting for the swanmate to come back to his nest (13:47)
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